I've been really bad at updating this blog lately. I'm fairly certain I only have about 12 people who read this a month though so I doubt anyone is just dying for me to update. (If you do follow my blog click on the "follow me" to the right so I'll feel better! I had a whopping 7 people following me at one point and I've lost 2...that's sad.)
First things first. My grandfather died last night. My dad's dad...or as he's known to all us kids-Pa. He'd been dealing with dementia for a while so we knew it was coming and he was just moved to a hospice this past weekend. He was 83.


Ma and Pa outside their house.

Ma and Pa with all 5 of their kids.

At Christmas last year with 4 out of the 5 kids.

Us at Christmas last year...missing a few aunts, uncles and grandkids though.
I was lucky enough to go 28 years with all 4 of my grandparents, not only living, but living in my hometown. I love that I've grown up surrounded by my grandparents. My dad's parents ("Ma and Pa") live right around the corner from us. Literally 30 seconds. My mom's parents (Grandma and Granddaddy) are about 10 minutes away. I think I always took for granted what a gift it was to have all 4 grandparents alive and well and living just down the road. Craig has grown up almost his entire life with just 1 living grandparent. His mom's mom, Astrid ("Gigi") who is 89 and living in a nursing home. She is quite the fighter though and dearly loved by her family. Craig and Astrid were always close and I know he has many great memories with her in them. My entire childhood is filled with wonderful memories that have to do with my grandparents. But here are a few things that I remember most about Pa...
1. When I was little (I said 7ish when I first posted this but found pics of me on it much younger. I guess I just remember it more when I was a little older), Pa fixed up a potato sack swing for us grandkids in his backyard. Oh man was that thing awesome. We would climb up a ladder holding on to the swing and then jump off onto it. It felt like we were flying. I remember going soooo high and so fast but I'm sure if I did it now it wouldn't seem like that. But as we got braver we'd climb higher and higher onto the ladder until we were brave enough to stand on the very top and jump off (doesn't sound all that safe to me now but oh well!). We have home movies of me jumping off onto the swing and going "hiiii-yaaa!!" b/c my brother loved to watch karate movies and was always saying it (as he karate chopped me in the shins...). You can also see me swinging in the background going "Get me Daddy! Get me! Look at me!" as he tried to film my brother doing something. Attention whore, I know. But that swing was the absolute coolest thing ever and I'd LOVE to be able to do it again someday.

Cousin Michael jumping off the top of the ladder onto the potato sack swing.

Me getting a little spotting from Pa.

Pa pushing me on the swing.
2. Another thing I remember about Pa was fishing. He took me and my brother fishing many times. Sometimes out to Lake Wright Patman in Texarkana just for the afternoon. We held lots of family reunions at Lake Fork so I remember getting out on his boat and doing some fishing as well. And then when we used to go to Longview for our big family Christmas on Christmas Day we'd go to my aunt and uncle's house. They lived on a lake and we'd go out on their dock and Pa would help all us grandkids bait our hooks and teach us how to cast. I even remember winning second place in a photo contest of a picture I took of my brother holding up the fish he caught.
3. Ping Pong. Ma and Pa had a ping pong table on the back patio and I'd spend hours out there playing with Pa, with my dad and with my brother. He taught us the rules and how to hold the paddle etc. We loved it.
4. Easters. Every Easter Sunday afternoon we'd go over to Ma and Pa's to hide Easter eggs. Most of the time we had cousins, aunts and uncles in town too so it was a pretty massive hunt. The adults would all go outside and hide the eggs all over the backyard while us kids waited impatiently in the house until we were called. I can still see Pa standing around helping us, laughing at us when 2 (or more) of us would spot the same egg at the same time and make a mad dash to see who could get it first. The best hiding places were always under the shed where he kept his boat.
5. Pa always came to my softball games. I played softball from the time I was 6 to the time I was 18. And from the ages of about 6-12/14 it was NONSTOP. Every weekend all summer long and then 2 games during the week usually. When I got to high school he'd even travel out of town sometimes to come watch me. I'm sure he came to all Jonathan (my brother)'s games too but I remember seeing him sitting in his chair watching me. I always wanted to impress him-kind of the way I always wanted to impress my dad. I wanted them to be proud of me.
These are only a few of my memories of my grandfather-there are so so many. But the bottom line is that he was a terrific man. He loved his wife, his 4 daughters and 1 son, and his countless grandchildren and great-grandchildren. And we loved him. I am so lucky to have had such a wonderful man to call my "Pa". He will be missed very very much.

A great picture of Pa!
Me and Pa reading the paper...
So on another note. I am now 25.5 weeks pregnant. I've gained 18 pounds which I am not happy about but definitely knew was coming... I am hungry 24/7 it seems and no, I do not want carrot sticks and apples. I try. But it just doesn't cut it unless its washed down with some chocolate milk or something. :) On the upside, the doctor says my weight is fine and that at this point during my pregnancy with Matthew I had actually gained 25 pounds so thats good I guess! My 10 year reunion is in the fall this year so I am hoping to be free of as much of the baby weight as possible by then. We'll see.

(taken at 24 weeks)
So yesterday at my monthly doctor's appointment I had to do the dreaded glucose test that will tell me if I have gestational diabetes or not. Not too worried about it but with this pregnancy you never know! So I had to drink this very very very sweet sugary orange drink on an empty stomach in 5 minutes. The drink was not bad. Maybe even would have been good if I didn't have to DOWN it. Tasted a bit like orange Koolaid or that Orange Crush drink I used to drink when I was 5. Anyway, after an hour they drew my blood and will check my levels to see if it indicates I might have GD. If my levels come back high, then I'll have to come back for the 3 hour test which sounds like torture. Drink the stuff again and have blood drawn every hour for 3 hours...no thank you.
Other pregnancy issues going on...my back. Holy cow. I forgot how much all this weight can really kill your back. The muscles up and down each side of my spine are always soooo tight and almost in a spasm. Craig was rubbing my back for the me the other night and said they felt like two broomstick handles. I went and got a prenatal massage that was oh so lovely but of course by the next night I was back to being in pain. I do feel like I'm carrying this baby pretty much the same as I did with Matthew. Maybe a TINY bit lower. Baby Mason is quite the little kicker though and very rarely sleeps I think, which has already sent me into a panic a few times just thinking about it.
I had an ultrasound at around 22 weeks and the tech said everything looked great as far as she could tell. He was measuring perfectly (Matthew always measured ahead a couple of weeks) so that was good to hear. I still have some Down Syndrome fears in the back of my mind and feel it would be irresponsible to completely dismiss the idea of having a baby with special needs since we still don't know for sure whether or not our baby will have it or not. I have to go in to the perinatologist again on Feb. 5 for a level II ultrasound/echocardiogram. This will give them a better look at Mason's heart so that they can see if there are any problems. Babies with DS tend to have heart defects etc. So I'm getting a little anxious thinking about all the "what ifs" and I'm sure I'll be very tense during the ultrasound, praying each movement of that little wand comes along with "looks good" from the doctor's mouth.
On the other hand, I am getting very excited because it is almost time for us to go in and have a 3D/4D ultrasound done! This is an elective ultrasound done at special place (not a doctor's office) and we did it with Matthew and loved it. They say the best times to do it are between 26-33(?) weeks so next month we will go do it. Can't wait to see his little face!! Here are a couple of pictures of a face I've come to know better than my own...


And finally, Craig is almost done with his real estate classes. He had a meeting this morning with a recruiter from Keller Williams Realty and I think it went really well. So hopefully, he can get his license in the next month or two and jump on board with them. Their office is only 15 minutes from the house which is great and since he's pretty much his own boss he will have flexible hours to help me out when I need him to. Although I'm sure he'll be pushing himself to be the best "trainee" there is! (which I most definitely support!) Life is changing fast around here for us. From going to living the NFL lifestyle (in terms of moving a lot, being unstable situations and jumping from team to team but also collecting large paychecks that we sure do miss...), to having Matthew and moving to a new town where we didn't know anyone, to getting pregnant again, watching Craig's NFL career wind down and now preparing for life with 2 kids and a husband who actually works in the real world. I absolutely feel blessed though and am excited to see how the next phases of our lives plays out! Good things and good times to come! :)